was alot different then the first time (then again, now everything is alot different) It was not just about me anymore! While I was getting settled in my room and the baby was in the nursery getting a bath and warmed up, my mom said she stayed by the window and watched her for the full 3 hours! Too bad she didn't take any pictures. Also Paul was not able to take pictures in the actual OR or cut the cord, but he did get these picture when they were wheeling her out of the OR. And yes the date stamp on photos is still wrong! It should read 4/16/09
So after I was settled in my room Paul and baby were allowed to come in next. Again I was still very much out of it and tired and groggy and I see that tall image holding a bundle of blankets at the foot of my bed. He asked me to hold her and I said not right now, I was to drowsey and didn't feel like myself and I admit I just didn't feel ready. I felt like I would of dropped her off the side of because I was still half asleep.
But of coarse he just put her in my arms and I instantly woke up, I had to for her.
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